wow who wouldve thought saturdays could b so boring!

please check out my boys at www.acitone.com u will most definately love them!!!

ok so this blog thing is pretty sweet right, kinda wierd, but mainly sweet.  Who wouldve thought that people would actually be interested in the stupid stuff that u say!  since people actually read this, i was wondering if anyone knows where i can find The Used special addition cds cuz ive looked everywhere and rochester sucks!  well i guess ill write later!

_Sara Kmo_

Ok everyone i need all of your help... my boys are goin to England if they get 2,000 signatures on this petition... So PLEASE PLEASE sign it and send Acitone to the UK!!! tell all ur friends and get the word out... it would mean so much to me and the band!!!

Click this link to sign!!! --> http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/acitone

Peace 'n Love

~Sara~

not to complain, but i hate waking up at like 6 in the morning to play volleyball on a sunday... for like 13 HOURS!!! its sick and twisted!!!  does anyone know the band "...and then i turned seven..." haha i dont kno how to get their CD but they kick booty up in Duluth!  check them out on Purevolume.com if u havent heard them... theyre pretty decent.

*Sara*

haha so the good news is that *Rockinsania 2* is next friday so thats awesome.... the bad news is its a lot of work to set up!  Some might say why does it matter, because im not in L-club, student council, a band or any of that crap... but i still get stuck with set-up and take down and planning and crap!!!  Why am i chosen for this... because i love the music and id rather set up drums, haul amps, and hook up mics then go to the mall (or someother sterio-typical thing)!!! Now that ive explained how much work goes into Rockinsania i better see everyone there!!! it starts at like 6;30, but the good bands dont start until 7:15ish and u better stay for the whole thing cuz my brothers band (PHONETIC) is closing!!! its free to get in if u bring a can of food for Channel 1 or its $2 NOW THATS A DEAL!!!! bring friends... spread the word... and rock on! ;-)

Well thank god school is almost over!!! this summer will hopefully kick some serious ass, but until then...... FINALS!!! as most of u you kno im one dedicated, serious student.... therefore im just gonna hope for the best!!!

 Mr. Wienmann did tell me to let Mrs. Goihl know that she is ignorant and enviornmentally unconsious.... when i told her that it didnt go over so well... the whole thing started cuz i needed a stapler/paperclip, and Wienmann got all hippie on me saying that we're cutting down our forests and putting up factorys to make staples to put on the paper made from the trees we cut down... so basically its one "vicious circle of doom"... i kinda tuned out after that.

I gotta go find a snake bite kit!... LATERZ

My Brothers recolection of after Rockinsania Rockinsania 2

"After a great night...FUCK! Driving home from the show in my car, loaded with equipment, a deer came at me from the side. It rammed right into us leaving a huge dent in the passenger side door. Luckily no one was hurt and no gear was wrecked becuase the deer decided to end his life by running into my side rather than head on. With a car wash and some hardcore scrubbing I was able to get rid of most of the hair and guts. This show was the best we'd ever played and the most fun by far, but it was Friday the 13th afterall."

check out the car below (copy and paste it into ur web browser"

C:\Documents and Settings\SaRa\Local Settings\Temporary Internet Files\Content.IE5\NIBPXHVJ\DSCN0324[1].jpg

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday.
What more could your love do for me?
When will love be through with me?
Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends...

i think that basically sums up everything

School is finally ending but today was the last time i will see the beloved seniors... i will miss them so much!  i dont kno if it was just me, but even tho i was a freshman none of them were like mean or anything... they even invited me and emily to like 8 or 9 of their graduation parties! lauren glasenapp was all teary eyed but it was cute haha but then we butt-bumped (long story)! im pretty sure im gonna totally miss my cousins and the hockey guys, and my homeroom seniors (ANDY), and for sure all the ones who taught me how to skip! (alex) ;).... well at least i wont be a freshman anymore... even tho to tell ya the truth, it wasnt horrible at all haha i loved our seniors!!! :) oh and even tho steve did rip his pants and dave did almost make me fall off a ladder, im glad i ditched class to help them out!

well the mixer was decent... fairly lame considering the size of our school and how gay they were being about letting other ppl in.  other then that it was a good nite... danced, had fun, prolly did a few stupid things... ya kno the usual!  haha and i had to sneak paul stelphlug outta the girls locker room cuz he followed me in there to see if there were couches... wow... im sure gonna miss those guys haha!!! 

well i just got back from my brothers baseball game and we lost :'( so the seasons over... but that only means that hockey season is closer :-D yay!!! finals are also approching... daaaaamn.... i consider studying but thats about as far as i get... o well!!!

LaTeRz

OMG it was actually nice for memorial day (gasp)... the best part tho... MY COUSINS VISITED!!!  me, my cousin andrew (7 yrs old), and my cousin john (23 yrs old) may have been playing legos but we're just cool like that ;-) haha! so yea i got my butt whooped in fooseball and darts but i totally dominated marco polo (even tho it was in our little hot tub :))

haha its kinda lame that i have that much fun with my fam but how can u not love ur cousins... lol and my uncle dan took me out for a ride in the MODEL T... yea thats an old fricken car that was made in 1927... AND IT STILL RUNS haha it was soooo fun... and we cooked a turkey... but the deep fryer over-flowed soooo now our yard has a dead spot of grass haha but oh well it kicked bootay!!! i hope everyone else had an awesome weekend!!

o and a little aside.... nate barker is a wierdo :-D

wow... haha ooook :)....... hmmmm LUST

WTF.... AHHHHHHHHH

yea conversation between me and brian larson... imma go puke now

BLars1274: this is pretty random
BLars1274: but .......
BLars1274: you remeber when i went to your cabin with mike like two three years ago
BLONDEbomb1233: yea
BLars1274: i remember when i was swiming and you were there and i carried you through the weeds cause you didnt like them
BLars1274: remember that
BLars1274: ?/
BLONDEbomb1233: kinda
BLars1274: thats the first time i started to like you 
BLONDEbomb1233: cuz i was scared of weeds?
BLars1274: yea
BLars1274: or something
BLONDEbomb1233: ok

BLars1274: did you like me back then a little
BLars1274: between me and you
BLONDEbomb1233: iono
BLars1274: not a great answer but ight
BLONDEbomb1233: haha.. i cant really remember what i was feeling
BLars1274: hey if i called you up this summer or sometime down the road would you like to hang out like go to a movie or something
BLONDEbomb1233: if im not busy but i do have a lot goin on 
BLars1274: k
BLars1274: do you got a cell yet
BLONDEbomb1233: no....

BLars1274: haha
BLars1274: yea that sucks
BLars1274: when you gunna get one
BLONDEbomb1233: hopefully soon
BLars1274: hey if i win state then ill call ya and well hang 
BLars1274: but with mike it can get weird sometimes but whatevs
BLONDEbomb1233: yea.... that prolly could be a problem
BLars1274: but you see other people hangin with people who they are friends with theri sibling and its all good so ya never know till ya try i guess
BLONDEbomb1233: u kno mike tho
BLONDEbomb1233: mike should date gena then... whatevs
BLars1274: thats disgusting
BLars1274: that is the sickest thing ive ever heard
BLONDEbomb1233: haha
BLONDEbomb1233: see
BLONDEbomb1233: dont ya think mike would be like SICK
BLars1274: yea but your not 12 
BLars1274: your 16
BLONDEbomb1233: im 15.... yea

OMG!!! best news EVER TODAY!!!! soooooo im at the mackens house eatin pizza and dairy queen, playin halo, watchin jepordy... the usual!!! and then danny and paul bust in and guess who's playin at the warped tour BITCHES... YEA THATS RIGHT ACITONE IS!!!! omg they were so nervous for their auditions, but they're booked and we were like jumping and screaming and they get to like meet all the bands and oh my fucking god im excited!!!! and if u dont kno wut warped tour is... ur wierd... lol or just go to warpedtour.com!!! EEEEEE im so happy for them :)... someone tell that is awesome or what!!!

Hell YEEEEEA!!!! summer is here... im not queer... lets get fishing gear... and drink some beer!!! haha sry that was totally uncalled for im just so excited and i needed to rhyme!!! well i believe the best way to start the summer is partyin it up with the FIONEST boy ever haha... the one and only NICHOLAS FRANKO (i miss that kid.... we fell off our horses trying to give eachother high-fives... if thats not love i dont kno wut is... haha and in 4th grade i hated this girl and he broke her nose "on accident") anywho im soOoOo ready for some serious partyin, chillin, and some other stuff ;)!!! CAN I GET A HELL YEA :)

ITS MY BIRSDAY!!! haha im really not that excited cuz like ur 15th bday sucks... its like wOOt wOOt i still cant drive unless im with and adult haha!!! but my cousin johnny is teachin me and kevin both to drive.. o yea its scary haha but hes like 24 so its totally legal haha.  Not much is goin on... i <3 summer tho!!! omg i just talked to the hockey coach and hes like... "sara... i dont kno if i can do this whole coachin thing myself" lol but its not like i wasnt planning on goin to every game anyways... even tho my vball coach is a biotch and doesnt think that hockey is a big deal (WUTEVS!!!!) thats all for now... ;)

p.s.  RoCk On!!!!

hey everyone... acitone is playing at the following venues... so if u or anyone u kno could help with and promotions or wanna be part of the street team just let me kno cuz it would be greatly apreciated!!! or just drop a line to support the band :) much love all!

p.s. for all the places that are listed as TBA's if u kno of any venues available please lemme kno!!!

Riiiiight so i almost got hit by a car at the zoo today... wutevs... oh well!!!  if some of you dont kno this already my far-fetched dream jobs are being a dolphin trainer or an artist (yea i kno im practical)!!! if anyone here kno's me they kno i cant sit still for like more then an hour so im basically screwed for jobs in the real world!!! oh well its never been that easy but i figure that theres gotta be somethin i can do in the future that'll make me happy... i am getting really good at bein a roadie/groupie for my bros/cousins/friends bands... im good at selling shit!!! :D ohhhh yea... wow i got really off topic from my zoo trip, but basically i made friends with a dolphin... his name is Seamone... he eats fish... he cant talk... ur basic dolphin stuff!!! oh and i fed some prarie dogs and took starfish outta tanks for the zoo people and all the little kids were like "ur so brave to pick up those scary starfish" i was like HELL YEA I AM BITCHES... 0:) hehe i <3 the zoo!!!

Moving on as you all should know by now im totally into the local music scene cuz ive heard like every band in MN...sooooooo hears an update of some of my new favorites so you better check them all out and lemme kno what u think cuz i love them dudes!

And Then I Turned Seven - andtheniturnedseven.com

Throw The Fight - throwthefight.com

The F-Ups - thefups.com

*if u havent noticed all the bands' websites r just their names with ".com" on the end"*

hehe chris sent me this one!!! i <3 those rawkin crazies!!!

Hello everyone... i havent updated for a while... dont kno if u care but im going to tell u whats been going on anyways!!! soooo we took 3rd place in Star of the North... i guess thats good haha... but i believe the best part of in was being so god damn ghetto with nelly! (danelle) lol oh yea!!! well i thought it was gonna totally blow to be stuck in a hotel room in st. cloud with 4 grls and a mom.. buuuut to my suprise mrs. kvam kicks total ass!! she brought a huge cooler full of beer and pop haha! oh and at this alien resturant it was supposedly my birthday haha so we could get free cake and im now best friends with our server THE CHAD!!!

im leavin again for the cities today w/ my cousin G - RETCH (gretchen) and we r gonna be all alone in her condo and were gonna take the train to the Mall of America so that should be flippin sweet but i hafta miss rochester teen night thinger and i dont really care but i just wanted to see john and danny and paul and alex and chris and kevin and the other alex and possibly becca and some other DAMN COOL PPL WHO ARE GOIN... and to u all who r goin... pick up a cd and a t-shirt from all the bands!!! one in particular :-D any who i gotta go pack and shiznat

"and im sorry but this is my fate

everything is worthless no one who wants me to stay

so heres my goodbye no one will cry over me

im not worth any tears"

...And Then i Turned Seven...

im in such a bad mood lately... no hockey, no vball, im home alone all friday, and its not that bad except i have nothing to do so i get lonely haha... i almost dont wanna leave for FL on monday... i'll be gone for 2 weeks and i always feel like im missing something... oh well!!! the guys in the band "Throw the Fight" asked if i wanted to be their singer, but theres no way i can get to duluth 3 days a week and its really sad cuz thatd be so fuckin sweet, and they really wanted me cuz they need a singer cuz they wanna take it to a new level but they said its cool but im still sad... ugh... i need some cheering up... i love fireworks but now theyre all gone and nate is goin away too!!! uhhh i hate this it just sucks and its not fair... theres so much more but i have a feeling if i pour out all of my feeling and problems itll come back to bite me in the ass... so i have no one to talk to... i dont kno y im doing this stupid blog...

so ill be  completely original and end with a music quote :(

as years go by i'll

race the clock with u
But if u died right now
u know that I'd die to
I'd die too

u remind me of the times
When I knew who I was
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does.

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll Take the fall for u
I hope u need this now
cuz I know I still do.

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

"Until the Day i Die" - Story of the Year

well its been awhile since ive actually blogged but i watched Acitone play today and got their new shirt and CD (its only 5$ so if ya want one lemme kno) <--- what a shameless plug :D!!! but im leavin for FL for 2 weeks which will be sweet except i hafta miss Warped Tour and as most of you kno Acitone is playing and i bet ur thinkin... o well i always get to see them play its just another show and thats what i was saying to myself until i found out today that they were gonna get me FUCKIN VIP TICKETS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so pissed... for everyone who's stupid out there VIP tickets is like the holy grail of tickets and so it would have been me and my cousin kevin (who i love) hanging out and getting to actually meet the BANDS AHHHHHH but i cant go so im pissed but oh well!!! errrr!!! BUT i made the guys these bracelets that theyre gonna wear so thats cool... haha i gave them to them and danny was like OMG SARA THIS IS SO FUCKIN AWESOME and i was like hey man chill out is just like pieces of string stratigically tied!!! but anywho i got to hang out with everyone today and i missed them all when they were on tour but theyre back so thats good

im supposed to be in Florida right now... so heres the deal:

We left Monday for FL and got to our hotel around 2 in the morning and didnt get to bed for like a few more hours.

We then went to MGM in the morning and i was in a lot of pain from my stomach problems that all of a sudden i felt like knives were poking me then i couldnt see and the next thing i remember im on a toilet with my head inbetween my knees with puddles of sweat all around me (i felt like i was dying)

We get back from a loooooong day and the second we step into our hotel room the phone rings and its my uncle telling me that my dad is in the hospital and is on a reporator.... so basically we spent until 2 in the morning booking a flight home, trying to eat, trying to figure everything out

We get up at 4 in the morning go to the airport and now im home... but i havent even seen my dad because im afraid too bcuz my cousins said its really shocking to see it so ive spent the day with the mackens and now im trying to keep busy and keep this shit off my mind.   FUCK

ok i was sitting outside on this ledge at my house just thinking and i just wanna sleep... i really just want to dream and be happy and i kno your not supposed to have any regrets but i do.... if i could go back in time i would change so much, but i cant and its just the worst feeling ever i cant even describe it.  im the only person i kno who just cannot let the past go, i kno your supposed to get over stuff and move on but i cant and i hate it and i hate myself for it.  i dont want to live my life like this, i hate always being confused and about the past, the future, myself, even God.  i hate being  a joke its not fair that my dreams are just stupid and that i have to be more practical... its such a load of bullshit when people tell you to follow your heart because in the end they'll just end up taking it back and ripping you down.  The worst part is that im always thinking about all of this shit that everything around me is falling apart and i feel so damn helpless and its not fair and i hate it so much.

I was terrified & would u mind if I sat next 2 u,
and watched u smile.
So many kids, but I only see u,
and I don't think u notice me.

Well I've seen your girlfriend
and I don't think she treats you right.
But that's none of my business, is it?

i <3 fally

ok everyone dane is one of theeeee greatest ppl and im here to shamelessly plug his fucking awesome band sooooo u better listen to them bcuz i'll kno if you dont... listen to them @ http://www.purevolume.com/andtheniturnedsevenmn my 2 favorite songs are "i miss you" and "goodbye" bcuz they NEVER PLAY THEM LIVE... ARRRGH but it all rocks and dane is the shit and so is his band and if you have an account on myspace lemme kno cuz he'd love to talk to you all!!!

p.s. this is the best picture ever of the Camilleri's outside the rock n roll hall of fame!!!! bcuz alex is wearin the used shirt he got at concert w/ my brother and i wear it so we match.... bcuz we r fucking cool.... and so is spiderman :D... and he and mike r in europe and its boring w/o them :(

Don't EVER choose the one you like over the one you love, because in the end one you like will leave you for the one they love. thats my philosiphy for today.  Ive been doin some thinking and im sick of waiting... it seems like im always waiting... especially for ppl... im always waiting for ppl to just make up their minds so from now on... SCREW IT!!!! im crazy and hardly normal but who wants to be ordinary!!!??!??

So I'm a little left of center
I'm a little out of tune
Some say I'm paranormal
So I just bend their spoon
Who wants 2 b ordinary
In a crazy, mixed-up world
I don't care what they're sayin'
As long as I'm ur girl

Hey, u are on my side
And they, they just roll their eyes

You get me
When nobody understands
You come and take the chance, baby
You get me
You look inside my wild mind
Never knowing what you'll find
And still you want me all the time
Yeah, you do
Yeah, you get me

haha got my actual permit today... yay... lol i totally forgot that was the day u took your pic so i just wore my usual hockey sweatshirt and all the other grls were all like dressed up and full of makeup and im like all grundgey.  the sad part is i'll prolly do the exact same for my DL too. so take a look at my royally hott picture... i actually wanted to put a parrot on my shoulder for the pic but i thought that wouldnt go over great if i got arrested!

holy shit im bored... the one thing i hate about summer is there's no sports to go to bcuz in the winter i either have vball like everyother day and after that season its hockey time so im never bored bcuz if i get bored after practice i can jsut go watch a bantams game.  Ugh! i wish i were in FL :(

i kno ppl r gonna kill me for this but summer is coming to an end, and it just totally hit me today that 4 outta my 6 cousins in town r all gonna be gone until THANKSGIVING... ok most ppl r like big fuckin deal, but see ive lived seeing my cousins at least once a week and everyday during the school year... so its really sad, i mean im glad theyre goin to college, but its still really sad when you help them pack.  i mean my brother has been gone for like a week and a half and i didnt think i would but i really miss him haha! its gonna be so wierd next year being the only child!

ive been busy and i hate it! i went to vball last nite and worked my ass off bcuz BRIAN IS GONNA COACH!!! he was my coach last year and now hes moving up to coach b-squad and i was the first to kno!!! soo thats completely awesome... im going BACK to FL next friday and hopefully nothing will go wrong :)!!! MY BROTHER IS FINALLY HOME!!! he brought me back a sweet t-shirt from italy, and theses spoon things from switzerland and other cool stuff... lol his pictures r so funny half of them are just of his best friend alex sleeping, bcuz alex HATES getting his picture taken!

well theres a lot more stuff to come because tommorow is wednesday which is designated HOCKEY day!! so thats great, im so mad i missed warped tour but kevin called every hour and i talked to the boys about 3 times and they were all so excited and they said theyre gonna make sure i can go next year! ;)

well we lost in hockey... it was sad... the coaches r all really awesome from all the teams we played! the mankato east coach gave me his e-mail to keep him up to date when the season starts and the windom coach talked to me for like an hour... haha hes funny! well that was sad but im getting over it... second isnt bad right?!

the next day i helped my brother work the lourdes parking lot at the fair... cuz one of the players from the hockey team TOTALLY punked out on us!!! grrrr and i felt bad cuz my brother really wanted to practice with his band so i covered for him a little... and then bob (head hockey coach) came to chill with us... haha that was awesome... we mourned a little on our loss the night before but other then that its ok

Yesterday night bob came to my house to drop of the money thinger cuz my brother is doin the parking lot thing AGAIN... and he ended up staying for over an hour haha i was giving him crap because the summer season is over and he still cant stay away... im sad tho cuz now i hafta wait FOREVER until hockey starts... but thankfully bob calls quite often to see how the players are doing... and to ask what im having for dinner

ive had vball lately but im so spoiled from hockey i really dont like volleyball anymore cause the varsity coach doesnt even compare to how awesome bob and our two asst. coaches r... ah i miss them all... but we're so goin to state this year!

ok i missed everyone when i was in FL but i came home to a great suprise... i had 3 messages from JEFF from the F-UPS and i was so freaked and they left me comments on myspace so im really happy... but my cousins r all leavin for college so tahts sad and im really busy but imma write later... and i missed you all.... yes all of you!!!

yes you do make bunnies cry... ur worthless... jk haha i love having ridiculous subjects... it gives ppl something to think about! annnnywho pics were today... TOTALLY FUN!!! all of the vball girls went with the seniors... we were all wearin pretty shirts with our spandies! hehe and then for practice we all had make up on and ppl kept watching us and then half way thru we had to get schedules all sweaty lol but i got to see everyone again and me and my specialest friend of all r in like 4 classes together (JOHN) haha i was happy to see brian, tony, marcus, tony, nels... ext but the really great thing is that i dont have SPRING WOOOO cuz she hates me!!! no joke

P.S. i know everyone is thinkin "hey sara i hear you and mr. wienmann r in a gang and havin a BBQ with some ribs... when and where?" well to answer that YES me and mr. wienmann r in a gang and havin our BBQ... but YOUR NOT INVITED YOU LITTLE MOOCHING BITCH... im sorry i get a little sensitive when it comes to ribs and physics! :D :) :D :)

yes i did just watch billy madison... thanks for noticing! grrr school is coming.... went school shopping... did other school related activities... have beeen having conversations that contain the word "school" and/or "hell-hole" annnny whoooo the only good thing about school is that half way thru hockey season comes along... and thats enough said!!! im already looking forward to christmas break... god im screwed!

ok well i dont know why im writing in here... yes im bored... yes i highly doubt anyone gives a crap but ya kno what??? i dont care... cuz i gotta start planning for a BBQ that ur not coming too.... im sorry... i love you :)

Please respond to the following questions!

1. Do you know the band Feable Wiener... if so... do you know jeff!?

2. Do you want to give me money... :D

3. DO YOU KNOW THE SONG "BANANA PHONE"?!?!?

4. Do you know who Dane Cook is?!

5. Do you sniff glue???

6. Do you like being asked questions

7. Do you know the song "Oh Canada" by five iron frenzy

(if you answered yes to any of the following questions... ur cool.... if you answered yes to all of the following questions... YOU R ME (except that whole sinffing glue one)

HEHEHE i like my new pic... i look like a total goon!

no my subject doesnt have anything to do with this... its a kick ass song by Coheed and Cambria tho :D... annnny whoooo i was just watching Sex in The City (i cant believe im letting ppl kno this) but it kinda hit me that i should get more into writing considering ppl tell me im good at it... i think its genetic cuz my cuzin kicks ass at it... but im a lot like him in other ways too... moving on!

ive been feeling crappy lately... i have something wrong with like my stomach and stuff and it just like spaz's or something and its extremely painful and nausiating and it usually lasts like a weeks but it happens like 3 times a year and the doctors cant do shit and it pisses me off and then i feel worse sooo yea! i had to miss a section playoff game cuz i was in the ER for it... so it makes me angry cuz theres nothing i can do... except sit around and not eat.. my spandex r gettin loose haha so i think im goin to the DOCS soon... i hate the hospital.. too steril... i hate it there! well i best be off to have some DELICIOUS carrots.. or chicken broth... or some other CRAP!... arrrghhh...  I AM ONE PISSED OFF PIRATE!

I want to be where yaks can run free,
Where Royal Mounties can arrest me.

Let's go to Canada, let's leave today,
Canada, oh, Canada, I Sil Vous Plait.

They've got trees, and mooses, and sled dogs,
Lots of lumber, and lumberjacks, and logs!

We all think it's kind of a drag,
That you have to go there to get milk in a bag.

They say eh? instead of what? or duh?
That's the mighty power of Canada.

*im pretty sure that song sums up how im feeling right now... actually im kinda bored... i just talked to Bob (hockey coach) tho and that made me happy... apparently Paradise Island got robbed and broken into... they took $900... its sad but what can ya do!... oh and there's this new kid who wants to play goalie.. but you prolly dont care so keep it real... EH?!*

my shins and calfs have been botherin me in vball lately like REALLY BAD and so i talked to my new best friend RYAN FREIDHOFF... yea hes the new health teacher (RM 21 BITCHES!!!!) and hes sooo cool about that kinda stuff cuz hes all trained and stuff so he said the first day of school i can chill in his room cuz after school he'll tape my arches in my feetseses!!! haha its gonna be SOOO much fun havin him at lourdes cuz he doesnt even act like a teacher.. we were talkin bout Brothers bar and grill and i was like "yea i lost my respect for them when they held a BIKINI contest" and his reply was "yea i was so pissed offf.... i only got 3rd place... but i totally took the cake in the wet t-shirt contest" haha hes most definatly a cool coach/teacher... i never get along with my girl coaches but him and MY coach BRYAN (yea their names rhyme) r the shit!... just thought id fill everyone in!

You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me...
but....

I gotta shake it off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake, shake it off...

SOMETIMES THE PERSON YOU FALL FOR ISN'T GONNA CATCH YOU....

soooo ive got mad problems with my shins and like around the sides of my calfs cuz god hates me! it hurts really bad when i jog/run/jump... so that kinda sucks cuz all my coach will let me do at practice is like pass and serve... AND NOT HIT!!!! soooo yea ive got this weekend to recover, ice, stretch... and such but then at school Ryan (mr. Freidhoff haha) said that i can use it as an excuse to hang out in his room to like ice and such during open mods hahaha i love that guy!!! but yea im on massive pain killers and if Ryan and my coach Brian dont think im doin better i cant scrimage monday and most likely bench it Tues against Waseca... DAMN!!! i feel really helpless just like sittin around... still havent read the hobbit... damn ive got work to do... but see i cannot get motivated to save my life unless im on like a high dosage of meds!

OMFG... MY OLD JR. HIGH TEACHER WHO IS A TOTALLLL PERV AND WHO HATES ME AND WHO TOLD ME I WAS BASICALLY A FALIURE IS TEACHING AT LOURDES!!! I SAW HIM WHEN I WAS AT VBALL AND I KINDA SCREAMED.... THIS FUCKING SUCKSSSSS... HE WAS FIRED FROM HOLY SPIRIT SO I DONT KNO WHY HES STILL TEACHING IN THE SYSTEM!!!!.... all i kno is that my life is going to be hell if i have him... HES SUCH A CREEEEEPO!!!! BEWARE OF MR. MONOSMITH!!!

well school is school!!! buuuuut this year is actually kinda fun cuz i dont have any teachers that hate me (MISS SPRING)!!!! buuut yea it hasnt been that bad and i like seen everyone again sooo thats cool! Wiater is awesome! DOES ANY ONE THINK THE ART TEACHER MRS Z IS FUCKIN CRAZY!!! holy shit i kinda wanna hit her once and a while but melton said i can just chill down there with him if i wanna do more pottery soooo thats saweet... me and mr wienmann have been talkin about bears, fishing, hockey, and how we think that "THE MAN" is just holding us down.. mod 17 every day! haha yea im already weaseling my way around homework... me and my cousin kevin switch binders and folders like every class haha cuz niether of us prepare worth crap!

we won our first vball game... yay! haha i was captain with caroline so that was niiice but these ppl from waseaca were DECKED OUT like in their school colors for the varsity game like we do for state and such hahaha it was crazy!!! then they would like say all this shit to us and i didnt bug me cuz we were kickin their asses so they actually started talkin to me cuz they were impressed that i was basically unfazed by it all... i think its from hockey cuz thats the most intense cheering ever haha none of that GO BIG PURPLE crap! sooo another game tomorrow at blooming prarie... im kinda excited!

ive never had a better weekend... soooo friday we had vball practice after school, watched film and coach would do slow motion whenever i screwed up hahahaha then we WHOOPED the varsity team in 2 games of bongo ball (its like a scrimage)... NOW THE FUN STARTS!!! well i had to do stats for football and that was interesting..  but then i ditched out and headed with the girls (Kayla Johnson, Melissa Price, Caroline Smith, Laura Mussleman, and Caitlin Roeder) kayla drove us to her house and we all like shared clothes and got ready and drank like 3 red bulls to get hyped for the mixer! sooo we totally partied it up at the mixer and then i went home with my brother but we made some detours cuz we were all sweaty!!

NEXT DAY!!! well i got a call from Caitlin and then Kayla and Caroline picked me up to go over to caits sooo we hung out waiting for Melissa... while waitng Caitlings dog humped me... yea... any who once melissa arrived we got more red bull crap and went to a party but got bored so we left and just peeled outta there and partied it up at a random park! we just were basically cruisin and dancing all weekend... we stayed over at caitlins... PARTIED IT UP AT PERKINS THE NEXT MORNING and then danced in her basement for hours... wow its crazy ive never had so much fun and ive got a new fav song!

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just began to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking, feeling
Spin me around again
And rub my eyes
This can't be happening
When busy streets
Amess with people
Would stop to hold
Their heads heavy
Hide and seek

*Hide and Seek*

yup still undefeated in VBALL... 5-0... im excited i guess haha but the really big thing is... 60 DAY TILL HOCKEY SEASON... HELL YES BITCHES!!!

im not to FOND of the whole homecoming thing.... im date-less yet everyone thinks i had a date so NO ONE ASKED ME... oh well i'll just go with a turtle named fred... yup... thats the MONEY!!!

yup its been awhile, but i need help!!! i gotta get my curfew extended to like 2 for homecoming haha cuz there r like 8 SAWEET after parties i wanna go to... haha and i gotta go to one that my brother ISNT gonna be at!!! yea im goin with his friend BEA haha it'll be fun as hell but yea this whole curfew thing is puting a crimp in my PARTY TIME!!! speakin of parties... gonna go watch hockey TONIGHT... SOOOO excited cuz i havent seen a game in like a month... wow thats horrible!!! there were these guys from michigan who i met last night who r playing against the Ice Hawks at the REC center so i thought id go... yup theyre cute... but 19 hahaha they were like "we can party afterwards" haha thats a big NOOOO!!! annnnywho

SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS SHIT TO ME... yea im gonna use names!!!! OK!!! as some of you may know i have like 900 guy friends because im wierd like that and i like "guy" things like hockey and rock musc and video games, and other dumb sterio types.... on that note ive never had problems with any of my friends girl friends... except ONE!!! Liz Olive... she hates me... she talks bad about me... she wants to kill me... shes tearing me and one of my best friends (Zack) apart!  Why?!?! I DONT KNO!!! please tell me!!! 

Yesterday i called Zack.. i do often.. no big! i was asking how his move was going and before he could say something Liz grabbed the phone and said "leave my boyfriend the fuck alone" and hung up!!! i dont know what to do... PLEASE HELP ME AND EXPLAIN... PLEASE!!!

Sooo i promised my self this wouldnt bug me BUT IT DOES!!! dont worry kids its not a big juicy deal, but ever since i started highschool i had to choose between music (choir) and art (which i love)... i chose art!  Ive REALLY been doin great in art and gotten my stuff in the galleria and im entering some paintings in gallerys BUT whenever i walk to the Kiln Room (art storage room) i walk by the band room (sigh) i used to LOVE singing (i even had solos in my school plays and such) and i thought i was pretty damn good... but now i cant sing anymore except for in my shower and its too late to join choir even if i wanted too, i have no time since i spend 5 mods every day in the art room and i dont wanna give that up cuz thats what i wanna do for the rest of my life :-/

lemme know what you think about the following passage... i, myself have fallen deeply in lust with it! ;)

~theres a story about a place

where it rains all the time

and when people decide to kill themselves

they stand with their faces turned to the sky

mouths open until they drown~

i <3 that shiat... run for cover mother fuckers! :D

OOO WEE OOO i look just like Buddy Holly

UH OH and ur Mary Tyler Moore

I dont care what they say about us anyway

I dont care bout that!

yup me and my brother have been singing that song for like the last week now and its perrrttty damn SAWEET!!!

WOW i am NOT gonna be able to sleep tonight cuz we play St. Thomas tomorrow and im soooo nervous and i think Coach Lepler is gonna hafta carry me off the bus AGAIN cuz i dont know if i can walk in there... its sad... but very true!.... any ideas on how to fall asleep?!

P.S. i look like i got punched in the face cuz i got hit in the lip with a hockey stick.... Bob said it makes me look tough... yea right!

Why can you not say what is truly on your mind

And Why is it that you cannot take the first step

Why do you insist on following, and never lead

But most of all... WHY did you LIE!!!....

to me

Looks like next time i get lost in the woods *You're* not gonna be there to guide me out

WOOT WOOT!!! can you say WINNERS!!! lol jv won the championship this morning... kicking albert lea's ASSES!!! yup we kick bootay!!! then came the varsity championship game in which we also won!!! haha im so happy for the guys!!! lol coach gave me a trophy (dont think i deserved it ) but yea... it was an awesome three days of HOCKEY... i havent slept since kiwanis began... so much hockey.. so little time!!!... well that was my week!! later loves

So I heard ur getting married
a year from yesterday
I just cant help but wonder
why our paths have S*T*R*A*Y*E*D
 
And I DONT KNOW and i dont know
where the time has gone
But can you REALLY tell me that you don't STILL FEEL YOUNG!?!?

I miss u SO MUCH....  i miss you SO MUCH now
Forgive me for holding on to this for so long
Im sorry
I need u now
I wrote this song....

St. Cloud was REALLY fun... we played good... i got a little sick of hangin around like 47 guys but wutevs! haha those long bus rides will getcha!  im pretty sure im in love with the team... but thats kinda a given!!!  we got home from st. cloud and i went right out with the girls ALL NIGHT haha then was out with them the whole next day sooo yea im a little exhausted from not sleeping and then goin right into the new semester!!! got all the turnabout things figured out (goin with marcus)... i wanna go to Bdubs lol and im pretty sure we're gonna screw the whole flower thing... dances are gay now anyways so we'll prolly just go for like a half hour then right to the AFTER PARTAYSSS!!! hehehe keep it real everyone and drop urs truly a line!!!

sooo yea last night after the hockey game and skate with the eagles (always sooo adorable) me and kay headed to rockinsania where somehow i got like carried to the front and i was like dancing so much i got light-headed and then im pretty sure me and Dan Fleming sang louder then the band durng "the quiet things that no one ever knows" and i ended up losing my voice and it was sooo crazy!!! haha afterwards i hung around with my brothers band and Dan's band and it was SICK! haha im such a groupie!!!

 <--- thats what everyone looks like when im trippin on acid!!!

<--- thats what i look like when im trippin on acid!!!

<--- thats what i looked like this morning... hehe

p.s im not a druggie!!!... just a joker!

VALENTINES SURVEY

1. Do you like anyone?:yah... maybe

2. Do they know it?: nope

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU. . .

4. Had someone buy you something?: yes :-D
5. Bought something?: yup

6. Gotten sick?: yea
7. Been hugged?: yes
8. Felt stupid?: haha thats like 24/7
9. Talked to an ex?: no and yes
10. Missed someone: 24/7  <-- thats me when i think about it....
11. Failed a test: nope
12. Ate cereal: nope
13. Danced crazy: every night!!!
14. Lied? yes

UNIQUE
16. Any nervous habits?: i bounce my legs, hit my feet on eachother, talk really fast, laugh then stop really fast.... im nervous a lot ... thankfully i have ppl to calm me down
17. Are you double jointed?: nope
18. Can you roll your tongue?: fo sho
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes
20. Can you cross your eyes? yea
21. Do you make your bed daily?: hell no!

HAVE YOU EVER. . .
23. Said "I Love you" and meant it: oh yea... all the time
24. Given money to a homeless person?: yup
26. Waited all night for a phone call that never came?: too many times

27. Snuck out?: YEA... and it was fun until apples fell on us!!!!
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: every night before bed

DO YOU...
29. Do you swear?: yea... prolly way to much
30. Do you ever spit?: yea... its gross... but sometimes ya gotta
31. You cook your own food?: yup... not well... but its food
32. You do your own chores?: who else would do my chores?
33. You like beef jerky?: OH YAH
34. You like pepsi or coke?: coke pleeez
35. You're happy with your hair?: i guess... its too much work tho
36. You own a dog?: yesh... chip
37. You spend your money wisely?: most of the time
38. Do you like to swim?: some ppl call me a fish... so yah
39. Get bored when you call a friend?: nope
40. Are you patient?: it totally depends... i have a short attention span, but im usually good with ppl

DO YOU PREFER
41. Flowers or chocolate: niether... theyre so temporary
42. Grey or black?: grey
43. Color or black and white photos?: both
44. Lust or love?: both ;-)
45. Sunrise or sunset?: sunrise
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: M&Ms

N0N VALENTiNES DAY Q`S
1. Are you in a relationship? nothing more than friends
2. If so, who with? no one?
3. Sign? Gemini
4. Do you believe in love at first sight? kinda
5. What about true love? yessss
6. Would you kiss on the first date? why not!?

7. Do you look for one night stands? nope
8. Do you enjoy recieving flowers? haha it makes me blush

9. Do you enjoy gifts from your girl/guy: prolly if i had one

GUYS SUCK!!!  <--- im one angry jedi!!!! grrrr they really need to think with the head thats a few feet from their waist not a few inches below!!!.... well thats about the extent of my anger!

PS. prom dresses suck!!!

After spending about six hours with Tim yesterday, i realized

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............I have the greatest boyfriend ever!!!!!!

yeah so im at work and im really bored so i started prank calling the sales people but that got old, then i started messing with my fish MOGLEY... but yeah so im just sitting here... at my sweet desk... lookin at my fish... but still bored...

p.s. i work at a tile store... i type proposals and stuff so i have a desk and computer and everything!!!

I've never gotten why people arent satisfied anymore when it comes to technology, money, jobs, or even their children.  I mean dont you think it would be ok to just say to a kid "I love you the way you are with your flaws and i wouldnt want to change you"  but no theres always an expectation that you just can't reach.  if you're smart, your not athletic enough... if you're kind, maybe your lazy... people just dont take the good with the bad and it makes it impossible for others to meet their standards.... so ya know what happens.... the kid lives their whole life thinking that their a faliure and picking out their flaws and having self doubt.  THATS why people have eating disorders and THATS why people will kill themselves.....

It's like everyone just wants more and more and more... and you have nothing else to give. so i guess the ultimate question is why is perfection and expectation... why would we set eachother up to fail?

Sara

Questions? comments? concerns?

You'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs.
I look around me and I see, it isn't so. Heh, no. 
Some people want to fill the world with silly love songs.
Well, what's wrong with that, I'd like to know. 
Love lifts us up where we belong...
where eagles fly, on a mountain high.
Love makes us act like we are fools. Throw our lives away, for one happy day.

** Two interesting points of view on quite the subject... that is... love**

Whats your point of view are you a lover, dreamer, cynic, hopeless..... im interested to know....

well i guess it's only fair that i say my point of view... i'm a lover and a dreamer... but when i get sad or depressed i become a realist who knows that we all die alone...

here arises another question... is a moment of true unmistakeable bliss and love worth all of the pain that it causes.... is it really better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all???

Questions? comments? concerns?