One of these days... when i reach for the S*K*Y... i ReALLy will ~FLY AWAY~
You'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs.
I look around me and I see, it isn't so. Heh, no.
Some people want to fill the world with silly love songs.
Well, what's wrong with that, I'd like to know.
Love lifts us up where we belong...
where eagles fly, on a mountain high.
Love makes us act like we are fools. Throw our lives away, for one happy day.
** Two interesting points of view on quite the subject... that is... love**
Whats your point of view are you a lover, dreamer, cynic, hopeless..... im interested to know....
well i guess it's only fair that i say my point of view... i'm a lover and a dreamer... but when i get sad or depressed i become a realist who knows that we all die alone...
here arises another question... is a moment of true unmistakeable bliss and love worth all of the pain that it causes.... is it really better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all???
Questions? comments? concerns?
I've never gotten why people arent satisfied anymore when it comes to technology, money, jobs, or even their children. I mean dont you think it would be ok to just say to a kid "I love you the way you are with your flaws and i wouldnt want to change you" but no theres always an expectation that you just can't reach. if you're smart, your not athletic enough... if you're kind, maybe your lazy... people just dont take the good with the bad and it makes it impossible for others to meet their standards.... so ya know what happens.... the kid lives their whole life thinking that their a faliure and picking out their flaws and having self doubt. THATS why people have eating disorders and THATS why people will kill themselves.....
It's like everyone just wants more and more and more... and you have nothing else to give. so i guess the ultimate question is why is perfection and expectation... why would we set eachother up to fail?
Sara
Questions? comments? concerns?
Autobiography This is actually a pretty decent survey. It asks questions that haven't been asked a thousand times over. It asks questions that aren't obviously from a kid's point of view (in the last month, ever been caught sneakin out?). This survey might actually give your friends a chance to know you better, so please repost and give your friends that chance! Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You Were you a planned baby?: i think so Were you the first?: nope Who was present at your birth?: my family? Were your parents married when you were born? yeah What is your birthdate?: june 5th ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: really wierd and loud... scarily close Are your parents married? Divorced? Seperated?: married Siblings or an only child? older brother... MIKEY If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: im the baby What are your siblings names?: MIKEY!!! What do you fight about?: stupid crap Which parent do you get along with best?: my dad Do you have step parents?: nope ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 3: The Friends Do you have more than one best friend?: yup What do you like to do when you are together? something dumb Do you share the same interests?: yes and no Which friend(s) can you tell anything to?: probably gretchen, kevin, kayla, or tim -------------------------------------------- Part 4: Your Personality How high/low is your self esteem?: umm it has its ups and downs do you get depressed about things easily?: at times when it feels like a lot is going wrong Are you an extrovert or an introvert?: introvert... by FAR! Are you happy?: yes, but not satisfied Do you live life to the fullest?: mostly ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 5: Appearance Are you comfortable with the way you look? yeah Do you have any piercings besides your ears? nope Describe your hair? long and dirty blonde How do you dress? comfy and whatever i like ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 6: The Past Were you a strange child? i still am!!! What did you use to love that you no longer do?: playing with my cousins Do you have the same friends?: only like my family Was there anything in your past that was tramatizing? yes, very much so ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 7: The Future What is your ambition?: to be happy Are you scared of growing old?: no, the future doesnt scare me Do you want to get married?: yeah ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 8: The Outdoors Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: outdoors BY FAR!!! Favorite Season?: Winter--- HOCKEY!!! Favorite weather?: summer rain! Do you like walking in the rain?: yes!!!!!!!! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 9: Food Are you a vegetarian?: no way What is your favorite food? Crab legs What food makes you want to gag? anchovies What is your favorite dessert?: ice cream!!! What is your favorite restaurant?: The Lookout at my cabin Are you a fussy eater? no way! i'll eat mostly anything ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 10: Relationships and Love Are you single or taken? happily taken Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: it can be the best & the worst Do you believe in love at first sight? yes and no... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part 11: Experiences What was one of your greatest experiences? hockey, and four wheeling and diving... a lot What was one of your worst? losing my grandma, my mom having a brain tumor, my dad almost dying, and seeing people i love cry. Have you ever done drugs? not unless they were perscribed to me! Have you ever thought you were going to die? oh yeah! Have you ever suffered from depression? once upon a time!
yeah so im at work and im really bored so i started prank calling the sales people but that got old, then i started messing with my fish MOGLEY... but yeah so im just sitting here... at my sweet desk... lookin at my fish... but still bored...
p.s. i work at a tile store... i type proposals and stuff so i have a desk and computer and everything!!!
After spending about six hours with Tim yesterday, i realized
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sooo yea i havent written in forever cuz i guess im sorta busy
but whatevs.... so yea i went to mexico and im goin to prom... cool cool! kinda bored right now but Tim's comin over soon and we're gonna watch DONNIE DARKO!!!
oh yes... be jealous!!! so yea just thought id say hi to everyone... and ya all need to write more haha!!!
GUYS SUCK!!! 
<--- im one angry jedi!!!! grrrr they really need to think with the head thats a few feet from their waist not a few inches below!!!.... well thats about the extent of my anger!
PS. prom dresses suck!!!
my quote of the day seems to be "hmmmm" cuz im confused... but not angry about it... its quite strange if i do say so myself.... just thought i'd let random people know!!!!
sooo yea theres this guy ive been seeing (not mentioning names) and we kinda hooked up and then hes like.... "Sara i think i should tell you something...... i have a girlfriend, so if you wouldnt mind keepin this on the down low that'd be great".... but then he's like i still wanna see you... WTF... HONESTLY... i have NOOOOO idea what to do.... this totally sucks!!! i feel like a total whore but i didnt know!!! ok ladies i need some help on this one!!!
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